I have a very strong background in church and God, but I have the most difficult time "letting go and letting God" with most of the situations in my life because I feel like I am big enough to handle most anything that comes along. He is a busy God dealing with the middle east, world hunger, gang wars, this current economic status, and so on and so forth... I feel selfish asking for help with some silly little problem or an emotion that I am experiencing because there are people out there with real problems. I should have a better relationship with him than this, I know, but this is my struggle. I want so much for him to feel closer than he does to me nowadays. When I stress over the slightest thing, I should just stop, breathe, and then pray for a second but I don't do that. I think I would be a calmer person if I learned that he can/will handle any tiny detail. Now, please don't misunderstand me, I do believe and am not wavering on my faith in his glory. I just think I am a bit of a control freak and I feel like I can control whatever problem arises. There it is, my confession. Any tips on giving it all to him?
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My minister once asked me during a chat we were having about some of my struggles, "What is the greatest pain a person can feel?" I answered the loss of a child, probably. I was corrected when she told me, "The greatest pain a person feels is his or her own."
I remind myself of that when I start to feel guilty for stressing over things in my life that seem minor compared to problems of the world, or problems of people I know.
This is one of my favorite verses because it reminds me that no matter how insignificant I feel in light of how great God is, He still cares for every detail of my life. His desire is for all of us to trust Him with all those details no matter how big or how small.
"The Lord directs the steps of the godly. He delights in every detail of their lives." Psalm 37:23 NLT
Love ya, girl! I've enjoyed getting to know you more as you've shared your heart through your blog!
There is not an easy way or a prescription for "letting go and letting God." It's always good to remember that NO problem is too small for God. Yes, He is dealing with all of the problems of the world but I'm pretty sure he can take out some time in his busy schedule to concentrate on Megan. The other thing that always helps me is that God knows every thought. You may not actually get down on your knees at the throne, but He is still listening and is guiding you every day. Letting go is never easy but remember that He's always there for you, no matter what or how big (or small) the problem might be. Always keep your faith.
Love you!
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